Thinking Time!

Today was about 'No Dissection'. We had LCD, thankfully in the classroom, unlike yesterday, and then Histology Practicals. So, I didn't get dirty or sick of the smell, and my head's clear about writing today.
First of all, wanna remember Sushil Kumar and Vijender Singh for their efforts to get the medals. It was one of my proudest moments as an Indian, to hear the news. Especially when its games like Boxing and Wrestling. I, especially, feel that Sushil Kumar deserves more of the credit, because he did what no one had ever expected of him. Goddamit! People didn't even know his name before yesterday. But today, you stand proud and tall, and that is what matters the most. They showed his home on TV. And looking at all of that we realise how much he might have suffered during the years he's spent being unknown. Its not easy, and thats why he deserves more adulation than a Sania Mirza or an Ajali Bhagwat. Sania is nowadays more style than substance. Its almost as if she's lost her appetite in tennis. When you see greats like Rafael Nadal and Justine Henin, trying harder even after they've achieved their goals, trying to show support for some one like Sania Mirza feels like an insult to them and to you yourself.
Moving on from sports, coz I can really go on and on and on, I'm gonna talk about myself and BJ. I've been wondering whether mine has been a right decision. Mom enjoyed college, every day was a special day for her. For me, its more about a treasure game. Search for the treasure of a fun day. I thought that learning what we are would be interesting, I'd look forward to studying ( something I'd forgotten in the 12th). But its not happening. I keep wondering if this was the picture I saw of myself. And evry time the answer is NO. I did not. And I wonder whether, I'm forcing myself to do something I just don't have enough liking for. May be its the study load catching up with me. Dunno. Well, I need to sort myself a bit. But before that a serious need to do the Gluteal Region and Popliteal Fossa. Besta luck to me!!!